We haven’t really blown our big news out to the world yet, believe it or not. We’ve only told our immediate family and one or two close friends. Er, and the internet. But other than that, no one.
But, man, it was hard enough to keep the news to ourselves when the wife discovered she was pregnant. And it became nearly impossible when it was confirmed we’re having triplets. Of course, that was weeks ago. And I’ll admit it, my final decision to create this blog to begin with was largely motivated by the fact that, damn it, I have to tell someone or I’ll pop.
Our plan is to go public with the news at the end of the first trimester, which is coming up in a couple of weeks. With the wife’s Lupus, the risk isn’t necessarily reduced at that point, as it is with normal pregnancies, but it’s still an important milestone and, I don’t know. We’re waiting. That’s all.
Keeping the news from my work is becoming problematic. I’m an advertising art director, which is a very busy job. Lots of long hours, evenings, weekends, little flexibility. Thus far, I’ve made it to every OB appointment the wife’s had and I keep blaming my time off from work on “doctor visits” due to a heretofore unnamed “medical situation”. It’s inevitably going to have to come out sometime soon, but, for now, I’m keeping the hounds at bay through vaguery.
Of course, now everyone I work directly with thinks there’s something direly wrong with me.
ME: I wound up canceling that Austin trip this weekend I told you about, but I still need to take Friday afternoon. Just letting you know in case you need to reach me this weekend for approval on those comps.
BOSS: Ok. You’re not going to Austin?
ME: No, but I can’t be in Friday afternoon. It’s, y’know, that medical thing I mentioned.
BOSS: I see. That’s still, uh, going on then.
ME: Sorry to be so vague about it. It’s just kind of a large, well, issue… and I only just told my family about it a couple of days ago and we’re… trying… ah, to get our heads around… it.
BOSS: Jesus. Are you okay?
ME: It’ll be fine. I’m sure it’ll be fine.
BOSS: Uh huh.
ME: I’ll be glad to have a conversation with you in the coming weeks to fill you in on what’s going on, but right now…
BOSS: No need! No need! None of my business! Whatever you’re comfortable, uh…
ME: Oh, no, it’s fine. I just can’t–
BOSS: Sure sure! No problem!
ME: Well… okay, then. Sorry.
BOSS: No no. You’re fine.
BOSS: But, listen. Ah… I have a close friend who, ah… I mean, this may not apply to you at all. In fact, I hope it doesn’t. I mean… well. I don’t know. I’ll just say it: I have a close friend who’s battling cancer right now. And, man, it’s just a huge struggle. And I’m familiar because I watch what she’s going through. So, I understand if that’s… well, I mean… not saying that’s you… but if there’s anything even similar. That’s. Hm.
ME: Thank you. I appreciate that.
BOSS: Of course, yeah.
ME: It’s not cancer.
BOSS: Good! Phew!
ME: Well, I gotta take off.
BOSS: Have a good one.